Why I can’t quit

Okay fine, I will cut the crap of saying anything about how addiction is bad. I am addicted. You might ask to? Many things. From, my laptop to my friends. I am addicted. I am addicted to destruction. I am addicted to being addicted.

So yes, it is difficult to quit. Any of it. Though the thing I have been trying to quit is my laptop. Somehow I can’t. I don’t plan on not quitting, I do plan to quit, but every time I close the thing, I have to open it again. Why can’t I quit, I don’t know? I think, I am trying to not face myself and without the laptop I would have to. I wouldn’t have a choice.

Okay, so I will go. I will try again tomorrow. Maybe this time, I will succeed.

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